And to think you kept this inside all this time

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Hospitality or Drama?
Hospitality requires getting up early and going to the city alone & doing work alone at an intimidating 5 star hotel, i don't know my way around the city, maybe just a little but I will surely get lost.
Or drama which requires less work but a solo next semester infront of an audience?! ARE YOU KIDDING ME!?




God help me, i hate the two subjects yet I have to live with it...
=(

Never let me go

So when I say I miss you it means I love you meaning I don't wanna let you go and if I did, then I'd be stupid. You are undeniable :)

February not so sweet

Hectic 2010 floods our lives with dramatic and chaotic situations, wow this year is finally getting interesting.. I mean its February, first you think "wow valentines!" and yes 'february is sucha sweet month' to me, it's not and has never been except when I'm with my boyfriend hehe but other than that, it's a sweet month of gossip, spills and threats. Yeah, like a TV show, you can call it Gossip Girl coz someone in our year level is holding back their true identity behind the name of "Princess Gee" a gossip girl wannabe - lame. Hmm why do I wish it were simple and boring like the year 10s, no offence but that was actually quoted by one of the year 10s. Now that we're all in VCE people keep getting stressed, emotional and just problematic! Me on the other hand - I have a daily routine, Go school, probs stop by hjs or maccas, go home, call Mide to summarise our days. February is just too controversial, but I know this will all be over and everything will be okay I just know that, it happens all the time - even the worst situations get better it's just a matter of time and hope.
Not gonna get involved in whatever it is, but just gonna kick back rent movies and eat hjs yo ;)

One of those days

"A true friend is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else believes the smile on your face." The month gets emotional and everything goes out of hand. Not anything specific but everything altogether. Yes there's great days and I wish I could live it on over and over again but there's those days when you think to yourself '?' yeah a question mark, totally speechless. Nothing crazy just the typical annoying days where you just wish you were someone or somewhere else. I'm not losing myself, I'm not going insane but I can't explain what it is. It's nothing, yet.

Escape: homework

I admit, I'm a bludger and I can't help but be lazy. That's my style of living. But ever since VCE, year 11 - work has gotten my attention, yes it's the last thing on my list but no I can't ignore it, unless I absent the next day, which I can't. I have done some homework but according to the teachers, it's not enough, finish this, do that, memorise this, reread that, oh shut up! They are bursting my ear holes! But thank God I didn't get a Saturday detention, hallelujah! I wish I could rewind back to the holidays, where I was just in the Philippines & did not have to touch a pen, I mean a month without a pen, besides signing airport tickets. I know this is reality and the only way we could escape that is when we are sleeping & dreaming. Ughhh tough harsh life.
Oh and last Monday, I was complaining to my piano teacher, May, how Year 11 sucks and the homework is way too much, she then told me 'Imagine year 12' my eyes grew larger than she's like 'Imagine Uni' then my eyes grew even larger and I made this weird as noise that sounded like I was being forced to do HOMEWORK 'eehhhhhh'
How did my 21 year old cousin succeed? Soo much stress!!!
E-S-C-A-P-I-N-G aka Goodnight bloggers,
M

Men fashion

"Boy clothes. I admire the design of mens fashion, it's easier for them to look good than girls now a days."

Walking into a unisex store, I find the mens wear interesting, sometimes I wish I had a little brother to dress up hehe. I guess it's all about imagination, imagining your dream boy wearing that, dayum lol but honestly, how irresistable is it when a guy hands you their jumper <3 but anyways, they draw my attention, like I don't exactly know why, I'm just going through illusions of why but I can't explain, mens wear is just soo unique, I mean us girls are the fashionistas but it is way too hard to find something to wear. We are always in competition while the guys just kick back and look hot? It's that easy for them, and of course I still do look at the female section haha :)
Lucky boys, they just get up, take a shower, fix their hair, grab covers, go out & pick up. Random post but its true, guys live life so much easier.
GOOD TO BE BACK X