Goodbye Australia

The excitement is starting to kick in, I am now really super duper wanting to go to the Philippines right now!!!!!! Few more hours and I'm out.
GOODBYE AUSTRALIA :)

days gone by

I can remember the very first day of 2009 & the very first day of school.
It's gone so fast and I don't wanna describe how fast it's gone because I can't, but I'm glad where everything else has ended up to, where the journey of just the beginning has started, I'm glad my true friends have always been there, I'm glad that the upsides have turned it's way back to normality, I'm glad that the unexpected was to be expected because who could have known that that's all I've ever needed.

Sad Musician

Why does it feel like something is stopping me? I had alot of time where I just sing my heart out, in the shower, at home, at school... But now that there's a really important concert coming up this Saturday which is in TWO DAYS, I happened to catch a sore throat, hoping it will go away and yes it's almost gone but now a blocked/runny nose added :( I really wanna perform this year which I haven't had done in a long time. Everyone else said to have faith and that there's a lot of time to go away, but come on, be realistic. It's on Saturday and today is Thursday! I doubt it would go away. I wish I had this cold last week, this week and next week is so important to me. It's a musical two weeks of my life, of this year..

Cold

When one is different, only one gets hurt. It honestly hurts me to see one getting bullied by others. Putting them down. Knowing that they walk to school everyday in fear. Why are people so cruel? I get it, maybe that one person is weird, but just because he's weird doesn't mean you have to go crazy gaga about it! Backstabbing as long as they don't hear, is cruel enough. To someone's face, to someone's back, means everything especially if it hits to someone's heart. Does anybody have any clue of what that one person feels? The despair? Maybe he's thinking that there's something missing with himself when all that is really missing is the people who has hurt them. An ice cold heart without a beat.

Thought

Sometimes I say something without thinking but then on the other hand I sometimes think deep before I say, I'm not much of a fast replier either. It's not because there is anything wrong with you, it's the fact that I completely accept every single bit of you that others seem to mistake. You are perfect.
To all of you readers out there, thought is the most important.

PACMAN

Sunday, November 15, 2009
Pacquiao vs. Cotto



Philippines rejoices once again!
PACMAN I AM SO VERY PROUD OF YOU :)

nothing but the taste of the sunset

Had to post this other photo :)

Don't Stop

I laugh at someone choking on their sandwhich then the next thing I know, I'm the one choking! And why is it that I have hay fever at the most randomest times? Ha, that's my day :) English was all about how love is NOT blind! I stated my point and people nodded, so I'm guessing they agreed. Then music was just the best! We decided to do the song 'Don't Stop Believin' By Glee. It inspired me so much. I am a Gleek

Thankful

A little end to my worries solved by prayer and patience :)

To be or not to be

In the next few minutes I'm bound to find out. If it's bad then I don't know exactly how to cope. If it's fine then my life goes on normally. This is like in the movies where usually things go upside down, then they pack up and leave, okay maybe the pack up and leave part won't apply to me. But I'll leave it all in God's hands. Being scared is normal..

Two thousand and nine

Eleven days of holidays are up. Starting year eleven -VCE. Three weeks of school to go What is so different about 2009? I seem to question it all the time. This year went too fast, I used to count down the months till Philippines now I got one more month to count down. You know what they say, when you're enjoying yourself the most that's when you realise that you wanna rewind that time over and over again so then in that case, you're always happy!

You're undeniable

Summer Roberts (Rachel Bilson) & Seth Cohen (Adam Brody)
Cutest couple of all time
my favourite quote:
"It's not like, like now that me and Anna broke up I'm now choosing you. Because the whole reason we broke up is because of me.
It's always been you Summer. It's just always been you. I tried to fight it and I tried to deny it. And I can't, I can't do it, you're undeniable."
- Seth Cohen, OC

Confusion

What was she to do? Blame him for all the sorrow and pain she's felt. This was a two way street she's dealing with. Why her? What's gonna happen next? Only he knows, only him. There was a lot time for banging walls, soaking her pillow with tears, screaming at the top of her lungs, feeling miserable not knowing what was the cause, but still. No absolute point.

Oblivion

hey look outside, you're not the only one that's miserable.
I surprisingly read the newspaper yesterday at school, yep thats how bored I was. It mentioned something about this emo girl who was having an online relationship with this guy. Later on, he and his father ended up murdering her in such a horrid way. I don't wanna go into deeper detail but man, this girl was 15 and she died of such stupidity of these two guys! I was so shocked while reading it, my jaw was literally dropped. It made me look at the world as if I was watching a movie. No matter how horrible things go, other things are happening to the world. It's amazing with how many events occur in just a second. Heart breaks, weddings, funerals, new borns, birthdays, blogging (like moi) and every other situation there possibly can be!

Goodbye Examinations!

Not that I actually studied HEAPS but thank God exams are over! You have no idea the happiness I felt as I gave the teacher my exam, especially coz the last exam we did was SCIENCE! A horrible subject that I do not wish to pursue and will never! That was the last time of touching anything to do with science except for the fact that everything around us relates to science, but you know what I mean. It was like all my problems have washed away. Now it's just the rest of 2009 with the sun beginning to shine and a bunch of hanging out and watching The OC of course. No more studying for the rest of this year, oh 'trying' to study in my case :) I am so super excited for the rest of this year, I'm gonna have so much fun, I can feel it in my bones especially when it hits December 15, where I head off to the Philippines! What a year *thumbs up*

XOXO

you know you love me,
xoxo

Drowning

Wednesday.
Came back from school, cooked scrambled eggs with rice, ate. Went on the laptop. 6:19PM, youth group soon. Have a science test tomorrow, haven't studied. I need to study, I've got to got to got to!
After this I'll study, I WILL but first, I got to post or share my thoughts other than suffering of 'trying' to study.
The picture at the top is how I feel with this whole studying thing (here I go again), I'm like drowning. But imagine really drowning? Feeling the despair of no one there to help you. All you can see is the sight of a big fat NOTHING. And everytime you take a breath, all you can inhale is the junk infecting your system. People died this way during the attack (typhoons, tsunamis, flash floods etc) Pray for the Philippines and Samoa!

Clueless?

Exams in a week yet it's so hard to study?
I really need to get my mind set. It's only Tuesday but tomorrow's Wednesday and time is ticking all too fast. It has taken me about 4 hours to try and finish 3 questions for english and they aren't that easy. I feel so out of it. I don't know why is the reason why I can't seem to think straight. It's so hard to write or describe what I want to write on paper. It's getting me so frustrated! The english questions are due tomorrow and I haven't finished yet. I soooo need to study! I MUST I MUST I MUST! I'm the worst at this.
I hate exams

I Am a Dork

Sydney White and The Seven Dorks
I watched this movie and it was my second time, suha dork.
It made me realise how corny, nerdy and different everyone is.
Hi My name is Melanie Silva, I play Viva Pinata on my Xbox 360 because it reminds me of Farmville and I'm a dork.

gah im sucha freak XD

MY NEW LAPTOP!

morph me!

You are probably gonna laugh but aren't we all lame sometimes?
Well my friend sent me this www.morphthing.com and the website was all about mixing faces and checking out the fascinating results of what your baby would look like. It was so much fun! No joke. Yes, that made me sound so lame but

no buts... I am lame :) Well I morphed Adam Brody's face and mine, then I morphed my face and my boyfriends (there are 4 results). Here are the results:

Baby #1 (Me + Damien)

Baby #2

Baby #3

Baby #4

Adam Brody + Me

Fame & Relief

My two cousins are safe now.
Thank God so much for bringing them back to their family :)
Well now that I'm relieved about that, I just gotta keep praying for the others in need. I'm thinking of doing a fundraiser for the people who have no clothes, accessories, food, shoes left .

Now something I must mention to you.
I watched Fame last night and oh man it was good! I loved the piano chick who outta no where sang beautifully, but seriously she looks like the type who could sing so I knew that was coming. The guys were amazing, they were all so cute haha especially this guy who wants to be a big time director, he reminded me of Dexter - the dude with the laboratory. Overall the movie was great, I just wish it was longer because it finished so soon wwaaahh! Hope there's a number 2 though. Now thinking of the movie, I really wanna join VCA - My music teacher told me that I should consider going to the Victorian College of the Arts? Who knows I'm only in year 10, it will all come to place.

Help Typhoon Ondoy

PLEASE HELP TYPHOON ONDOY!
I would like to share my thoughts on the recent typhoon tragic in the Philippines, Manila - 'Typhoon Ondoy'. This event affected many lives in the Philippines. I heard from TFC the news, it was everywhere on filo channel and honestly at first, I was like 'oh no, another one of those!' but no it wasn't, I found out that two of my cousins are missing for a few days now. I was just talking to my cousin, Ian last Thursday night and now to my surprise, he's gone missing with his younger sister, Krisha. Whoever is reading this please help, if it's even by just praying for my cousins and the Philippines.

They need your help.
Even the tiniest help can make a difference.

FOOTY GRANDFINAL

Saturday afternoon, Geelong and St. Kilda played such an intense game, the scores kept on catching up and everyone's eyes were wide open! Hate to break the ice for you but congratulations Geelong Cats :) #45 Cameron Ling "Ling Ling" my faboritong player- he did well with his bright shining hair hehe.

Holidays have just begun

Tomorrow I'm having the girls over for a sleepover, I'm so excited :) Finally, holidays have actually begun! Monday and Tuesday was just plain boring, although Wednesday was interesting, I went to the movies with my boyfriend, Damien. We watched 'Fighting' starring Channing Tatum *drools* he was a hunk like seriously and I did NOT know that he had a wife? Not that I care....... a little.... haha well lucky her!
Now as I eat my chicken schnitzel with lettuce and RICE, I shall tell you about today- I went over to my cousin's house, Kim. We watched this supposedly scary movie called 'Killer Bash' and oh myyy it was the worst ever:

1. It wasn't scary

2. She wears this pink dress on the cover but in the movie, she never even wears it, some other chicks wearing it.

3. As you see, she's holding a knife in the picture. The thing is, she doesn't even kill anyone with a knife!

4. One guy dies from choking on a chocolate bar ?

5. Another guy dies from lifting weights.

6. Another dies from getting kicked by a soccer ball which caused him to somehow fall from the grass to the concrete.

7. It was a let down!!!!!!

The only good parts were when the guys were topless haha.

OC Marathon

Okay well my bestfriend Bec slept over, went out to rent movies and got some maccas. I told her The OC was so good so i played it until she got addicted and well as a big fan of the show, I couldn't stop watching either & stating the fact that it was like my 6th time watching it. Man did we stay up EARLY: 7pm - 6am :) haha yeah I was wrecked the next day and right now whilst I type, still am. It was funny because we rented all those movies and ended up watching The OC - Cannot say no to Cohen!

Memorable Quote:
Marissa: Hey, how come you're the brains? I'm the one who talked us back into that club.
Seth: I'm sorry. I'm the brains.
Ryan: You can be the beauty.
Marissa: Okay, thanks.
Summer: Great, and what am I, Cohen?
Seth: Uh, the boobs?
[Summer hits him]
Seth: Uh, the bitch?
Summer: Okay, I'll take the boobs.
Seth: Hey. So will I.
[Summer laughs]
Seth: [later]
Marissa: See, I think I should be the brains.
Ryan: No, Seth's the brains.
Marissa: Well, you're clearly not the beauty.
Ryan: Ooooh, and now someone's the bitch.
[smiles]

Tongue Tied

dont you love guitar playing guys?
I opened my cousin's friendster and this song started playing and I fell in love, not with my cousin but with the song. Read the lyrics or might as well download it, it's worth listening to if you're into punk rock/alternative :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WMnLqb_EPv0

Tongue Tied by Faber Drive

Bright, cold silver moon.
Tonight alone in my room.
You were here just yesterday.
Slight turn of the head,
eyes end when u said, I guess I need my life to change.
Seems like somethings just not the same.
What could say?

I need a little more luck, than a little bit,
cause everytime I get stuck, the words won't fit.
And everytime that I try to get tongue tied, I need a little good love to get me by.
I need a little more help, than a little bit.
Like the perfect one word no one should get.
Cause everytime that I try to get tongue tied, I need a little good love to me by this time.

I stare up at the stars,
I wonder just where you are,
you feel a million miles away. (I wonder just where you are).
Was it something I said, or something I never did.
Or was I always in the way. (Was it something I did).
Can someone tell me what to say, to just make you stay.

I need a little more luck, than a little bit,
cause everytime I get stuck, the words won't fit.
And everytime that I try to get toungue tied, I need a little good love to get me by.
I need a little more help, than a little bit.
Like the perfect one word no one should get.
Cause everytime that I try to get tongue tied, I need a little good love to me by this time.

I know it feels like again,
to want to be here again.
And we could help each other off the ground, so we never fall down again. And what it takes I don't care,
were gonna make it I swear.
And we could help each other off the ground, so we never fall down again, again.

I need a little more luck, than a little bit,
cause everytime I get stuck, the words won't fit.
And everytime that I try to get toungue tied, I need a little good love to get me by.
I need a little more help, than a little bit.
Like the perfect one word no one should get.
Cause everytime that I try to get tongue tied, I need a little good love to me by this time.

I know it feels like again,
to want to be here again.
And we could help each other off the ground, so we never fall down again. And what it takes I don't care,
were gonna make it I swear.
And we could help each other off the ground, so we never fall down again, again.

Just a simple thought

Do you ever feel that the more and more you look out for someone, they will keep running back? Back to where you realise it was someone else's arms you belong to. Back to where the world reveals its secrets. Back to where happiness is truly kept safe. You wait and wait still nothing happens but when you stop, EVERYTHING HAPPENS ALL AT ONCE! You ask God how? Why? and you scream Wow to add to the shock of a million butterflies rushing through your stomach. I just had a simple thought of how life is full of surprises. Family, friends, life, love, school. Life is a mess, maybe even messier than my bedroom. But I love it :)

16 Reasons of My Euphoria

1. Battle of the bands + Last day of school tomorrow

2. God answered my prayers

3. Warm hugs against the pouring rain

4. No teacher in maths ha :)

5. I had maccas, be jealous

6. I am officially a Gleek

7. Three months till Philippines

8. Last minute drop - close to detention (drama class) Thank God!

9. I saw a dead crow and rejoiced - Poor Damien, it was his friend..

10. Found an old tape of me singing BIG FAT LOL

11. I'm actually pretty content :)

12. Got a 79% on my maths test haha

13. Smiling till my dimples started aching

14. Reading Gossip Girl all through classes

15. Was it me? Or was I the only one not judged for singing by Filipinator

16. Feeling my heart fall into my stomach? aah XD

Thirteenth of September two thousand and nine

"Somewhere between all our laughs, long talks, stupid little fights and all our jokes, I fell in love.."
For all of my 11 months of being single, never would I expect my bestfriend would be the next to actually be my boyfriend and yes he asked my dad today! Wowowowow slow down time, everything is happening all way too quick, exams are catching up and so is year 11 but this year so far has been magical :) You know what they say "expect the unexpected."
adios mi amigos x

Saturday Night

Today: Hate the wind - Love the heat
Eyes slowly shutting but I must, I have to write another blog! Gah dont you hate it when people disappear on facebook? Random but excuse my facebook talk - annoying hmm.. anyways I had a good night, twas AWESOME! I had a movie marathon with my favourite girls in the world, Kim & Nadine!!! We watched movies, scary, romantic, chick flics you know how us girls do :) Later on after Naja left, me and Kim went to La Porchetta for some delicious ice cream... Mmm they were sooo damn good! I had a Tartufo ice cream and Kim had a Tiramisu, which is making me crave for some more right now.

Business Week

Business week was basically a week to remember...

ION
If you've got your I ON it
WE'VE GOT IT

ION VIDEO:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SH-yOYeamqw

Dear Book

"Dear book, this is another day in my life. A life is like a book. A book is like a box. A box has six sides. Inside and outside, so, how do you get to what's inside? How do you get to what's outside? Once upon a time, there lived a very pretty girl, who lived in a beautiful box, and everybody loved her."

Princess Diaries 2

Definitely a cosy night with all the tests and assignments out of the way, well most of them... I sat on my red comfy couch watching Princess Diaries 2, what a great movie! They should make a number 3 because everytime I watch it I end up loving it more and more.I am in love with it! Especially Chris Pine who plays the role of 'Nicholas Devereaux' another dude in line for the throne of good old Genovia - I once thought it was an actual country haha :)

Princess Mia & Nicholas (Anne Hathaway and Chris Pine) were such cuties in the movie, their roles were adorable and so romantic. It made me feel so "aww" haha yeah well it's really late at the moment and my brain can't function the exact describing word of "aww" ahh my eyes are shutting anyways back to the topic:
Now to think of it, I never realized how 'cuuute' the movie was?
Speaking of cute, I'm all smiles from a text hehe *special someone*
shhhhhhhhhhhh :)
Adios!

Anne Hathaway & Chris Pine

when i say JABBA you say WOCKEEZ

JABBA KILLED IT IN MELBOURNE AUGUST 28 09
FESTIVAL HALL, CITY

ohh myyy how could I explain the suspense that came upon me on jabba night! There were so much dance crews, they were awesome but please when is Jabbawockeez gonna walk it out? It took ages because so much performers were performing whilst I was sitting, screaming, eating and waiting *fun* Well enough about the crap talk, gotta spill the meat of the blog - so when they came out everyone was seriously screaming like CRAZY, CRAZY AS PISS! They really did show off their mad skills but too bad it was just a 20 minute/more dance routine, EVERYONE WANTED MORE!

Baby MJ

Definitely Not just another ordinary day. The cutest thing just entered the world today and the how many times I've been asking God for a new bro but oh well a new cousin is good enough! His name is Marvin Jack Hari, what a cute name hahaha i love it! Oh yeah it's a boy =) So far there's 26 of us first cousins. TWENTY SIX! Way to go to my grandma who gave birth to TEN!!!!


Kim & Mel checking up on Baby MJ

LF8R 09

Everyone from LF8R Camp

Left to Right: Scott, Damien, Melanie, Dayna, Rebecca.

Left to Right: Corey, Dayna, Melanie, Rebecca at the Bon Fire



www.youtube.com/watch?v=u3JN3QrzJOg
CHECK OUT THE LINK. LF8R VIDEO =)
peace

Youth

Wednesday is the day for YOUTH GROUP! We had an emo night haha yeah pretty unusual. It was all about emotions and stuff, no cuttings involved so no need to hesitate peoples. We played games, mucked around and especially talked about God in a more 'youthy' perspective because adults and teens don't really mesh well, we have different minds to them oldies hehe =) The question raised was something like "Is there something that you don't feel comfortable talking about with God?" I came to a conclusion (well from my experiences) that it was guilt that I didn't feel comfy in talking with God or anyone in that fact. I'm not that corny so bare with me here. Sometimes you need to search to discover. Miracles don't just happen to you out of the blue, I mean come on The Big Bang Theory is so cheezy!The picture above shows us how the World is in our Hands. We are left to care for creation.