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I haven't written in my diary & blog for ages.
Time for me to fill in;
Started work on Thursday 22nd of April
Debutante Presentation Ball May 29 2010
My band has no name yet 2 gigs pending.
I'm happy with my life but not happy with my school life. Music, my best subject has now become my worst. Hospitality won't stop giving me crap. Business teacher just sits and talks. I am so over school, but I just gotta keep going? OHMY.
What if there's that little voice in your head, that same old soft spot: the thing is, how do you get it out before you lose your mind? Before it takes over you. That one thing that makes you so happy may not be the one that will make you happy forever, but still that same old soft spot is there and always will be. What if happiness is found in that soft spot? Things turn around, people change, and to find out is to wait. Don't deny yourself your whole life, face the truth, face your facts, hurt, love, life.
And to think you kept this inside all this time
Hospitality or Drama? Hospitality requires getting up early and going to the city alone & doing work alone at an intimidating 5 star hotel, i don't know my way around the city, maybe just a little but I will surely get lost. Or drama which requires less work but a solo next semester infront of an audience?! ARE YOU KIDDING ME!? God help me, i hate the two subjects yet I have to live with it... =(
So when I say I miss you it means I love you meaning I don't wanna let you go and if I did, then I'd be stupid. You are undeniable :)
Hectic 2010 floods our lives with dramatic and chaotic situations, wow this year is finally getting interesting.. I mean its February, first you think "wow valentines!" and yes 'february is sucha sweet month' to me, it's not and has never been except when I'm with my boyfriend hehe but other than that, it's a sweet month of gossip, spills and threats. Yeah, like a TV show, you can call it Gossip Girl coz someone in our year level is holding back their true identity behind the name of "Princess Gee" a gossip girl wannabe - lame. Hmm why do I wish it were simple and boring like the year 10s, no offence but that was actually quoted by one of the year 10s. Now that we're all in VCE people keep getting stressed, emotional and just problematic! Me on the other hand - I have a daily routine, Go school, probs stop by hjs or maccas, go home, call Mide to summarise our days. February is just too controversial, but I know this will all be over and everything will be okay I just know that, it happens all the time - even the worst situations get better it's just a matter of time and hope.
Not gonna get involved in whatever it is, but just gonna kick back rent movies and eat hjs yo ;)
"A true friend is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else believes the smile on your face." The month gets emotional and everything goes out of hand. Not anything specific but everything altogether. Yes there's great days and I wish I could live it on over and over again but there's those days when you think to yourself '?' yeah a question mark, totally speechless. Nothing crazy just the typical annoying days where you just wish you were someone or somewhere else. I'm not losing myself, I'm not going insane but I can't explain what it is. It's nothing, yet.
