You're undeniable

Summer Roberts (Rachel Bilson) & Seth Cohen (Adam Brody)
Cutest couple of all time
my favourite quote:
"It's not like, like now that me and Anna broke up I'm now choosing you. Because the whole reason we broke up is because of me.
It's always been you Summer. It's just always been you. I tried to fight it and I tried to deny it. And I can't, I can't do it, you're undeniable."
- Seth Cohen, OC

Confusion

What was she to do? Blame him for all the sorrow and pain she's felt. This was a two way street she's dealing with. Why her? What's gonna happen next? Only he knows, only him. There was a lot time for banging walls, soaking her pillow with tears, screaming at the top of her lungs, feeling miserable not knowing what was the cause, but still. No absolute point.

Oblivion

hey look outside, you're not the only one that's miserable.
I surprisingly read the newspaper yesterday at school, yep thats how bored I was. It mentioned something about this emo girl who was having an online relationship with this guy. Later on, he and his father ended up murdering her in such a horrid way. I don't wanna go into deeper detail but man, this girl was 15 and she died of such stupidity of these two guys! I was so shocked while reading it, my jaw was literally dropped. It made me look at the world as if I was watching a movie. No matter how horrible things go, other things are happening to the world. It's amazing with how many events occur in just a second. Heart breaks, weddings, funerals, new borns, birthdays, blogging (like moi) and every other situation there possibly can be!

Goodbye Examinations!

Not that I actually studied HEAPS but thank God exams are over! You have no idea the happiness I felt as I gave the teacher my exam, especially coz the last exam we did was SCIENCE! A horrible subject that I do not wish to pursue and will never! That was the last time of touching anything to do with science except for the fact that everything around us relates to science, but you know what I mean. It was like all my problems have washed away. Now it's just the rest of 2009 with the sun beginning to shine and a bunch of hanging out and watching The OC of course. No more studying for the rest of this year, oh 'trying' to study in my case :) I am so super excited for the rest of this year, I'm gonna have so much fun, I can feel it in my bones especially when it hits December 15, where I head off to the Philippines! What a year *thumbs up*

XOXO

you know you love me,
xoxo

Drowning

Wednesday.
Came back from school, cooked scrambled eggs with rice, ate. Went on the laptop. 6:19PM, youth group soon. Have a science test tomorrow, haven't studied. I need to study, I've got to got to got to!
After this I'll study, I WILL but first, I got to post or share my thoughts other than suffering of 'trying' to study.
The picture at the top is how I feel with this whole studying thing (here I go again), I'm like drowning. But imagine really drowning? Feeling the despair of no one there to help you. All you can see is the sight of a big fat NOTHING. And everytime you take a breath, all you can inhale is the junk infecting your system. People died this way during the attack (typhoons, tsunamis, flash floods etc) Pray for the Philippines and Samoa!

Clueless?

Exams in a week yet it's so hard to study?
I really need to get my mind set. It's only Tuesday but tomorrow's Wednesday and time is ticking all too fast. It has taken me about 4 hours to try and finish 3 questions for english and they aren't that easy. I feel so out of it. I don't know why is the reason why I can't seem to think straight. It's so hard to write or describe what I want to write on paper. It's getting me so frustrated! The english questions are due tomorrow and I haven't finished yet. I soooo need to study! I MUST I MUST I MUST! I'm the worst at this.
I hate exams

I Am a Dork

Sydney White and The Seven Dorks
I watched this movie and it was my second time, suha dork.
It made me realise how corny, nerdy and different everyone is.
Hi My name is Melanie Silva, I play Viva Pinata on my Xbox 360 because it reminds me of Farmville and I'm a dork.

gah im sucha freak XD

MY NEW LAPTOP!

morph me!

You are probably gonna laugh but aren't we all lame sometimes?
Well my friend sent me this www.morphthing.com and the website was all about mixing faces and checking out the fascinating results of what your baby would look like. It was so much fun! No joke. Yes, that made me sound so lame but

no buts... I am lame :) Well I morphed Adam Brody's face and mine, then I morphed my face and my boyfriends (there are 4 results). Here are the results:

Baby #1 (Me + Damien)

Baby #2

Baby #3

Baby #4

Adam Brody + Me